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Sunday, May 02, 2010
10:53 pm
The past week's been a rollercoaster of emotions, not just for me, but also for the rest of the class i guess. First there was bad news, then no news, then slightly hopeful news, then the worst news. Some didnt take it very well, some (like me) probably showed no emotion but was also breaking up inside. We tried our best, there was nothing more we could have done. So raise your head high, for you have helped out with the best of your ability, and be proud of that.
Somehow, i feel so devoid of emotions, at least compared to the others. They cried their hearts out. Whoever said the phrase "cry me a river" must be damn happy right now, cause i think it actually happened. I wouldnt be surprised if the headlines one tomorrow's newspaper showed a new river in singapore (or if they show kallang river flooding). As for me, i did what i do best. Stone. Though this type of stoning is not your average stoning. This time a lot of things flashed through my tiny skull while i stoned. One thing i concluded was that, i should live my life as if today was my last day. Then, and only then, will i really be happy with what i've done at any point in time.
Ok...too much emo. Time to switch frequencies *cough* planck's constant or maybe just end. For those people who we're worried about me, thank you. I assure you that i'm perfectly fine, no weird thoughts in my head, no verge of breaking down kinda thing. I'm quite sure that i'm mentally fit to revise for geography test on tuesday (though i may not guarantee a good score, considering what i've been doing the past week).
Yup...since i gotta wake up quite early tomorrow (yes yes i know its a holiday, but what can i say, i'm a busy guy), i should sleep soon. Ok maybe now.
you will always be my friend. may you find peace, wherever you are...
brendon...
