Tuesday, January 13, 2009
2:34 pm
Omg results came out yesterday...
Woke up yesterday feeling really really tired...cause was playing games with friends to distract myself from thinking about it too much. Everyone was like...super nervous. I was super scared...yes scared...not nervous. With all the what if's popping up in my head every waking minute...really couldnt sleep till i was really tired.
Anyway, went to sch to collect results...reached at 1pm. caught up with classmates in the canteen, went to sit in the audi, then got annoyed at the adverts they were giving...waste of paper...no sense of eco-friendliness. Ahh...ok...then Mr Lo gave his one of his one in a million speeches...a summary on how well we did. Apparently many did well for english...almost 50% distinctions. Hmm...that lifted part of the tense atmosphere... Then...it was result collecting time...when it was almost my turn i could literally hear my heart beating...thought gonna have heart attack.
Then...thenthen...took my results...and stared at it for a long long while...really long... Well wasnt really what i was hoping for...but...suppose its not bad already. Just happy i actually managed to do well for chinese and combined....relatively. Looking on the bright side...i can go to a relatively ok JC, but not the jc that i was aiming for. Oh well...
Ok...so then everyone was asking each other for points, blah blah...tears of joy, tears of sadness, all there. Reminds me of psle all over again...just with less parents.
Well...whats done is done...hope i'll be able to go to the same jc as everyone else...dont wanna be like the only one in whereever i go.
happy...relatively
brendon...